山盟海誓

一位小学同学
她与她男友
拍拖拍了6，7年
明天她出嫁了

我也收到请柬
决定出席

总觉得
不出席的话
好像很对不起她
结婚是一辈子只有一次的

结婚对她来说
意义重大
山盟海誓
海枯石烂

明天
她步入礼堂
我寄予祝福
百年好合
永结同心
执子之手
与子皆老

Evil....恶魔... Angel...天使

最近
较情绪化
争吵的恶魔正在播放音乐
耳边也渐渐的听见了
开始被这音乐干扰

所幸的是
只是斗斗嘴
而不是争吵

不然
后果严重
需要一段时间和好。。。。

今天
天使出现了

一位寿星
被一群同学包围了起来
她觉得奇怪
然后
一首《生日快乐》歌
犹如播放机般从人群中播放出来
她 笑了
天使出现了。。。

我到底怎么了？？

最近
不知怎么了
这几天泪水来探望我的眼睛

心里反复的想
怎么了？？？
我到底怎么了？？

好像大哭一场
把说所有的
压力、伤心
一次抒发出来
但是
一个男生
不可能找个肩膀靠吧。。。
加上单身
也没有抒发的对象

好像约一班朋友去
唱唱歌、散散心
但
能约的有几个？？？

我还没没学会控制情绪
再别人面前
我总是嬉皮笑脸
但在背后
有多少人懂呢？？

成熟？？幼稚？？

在这两个词之间
我较喜欢成熟

成熟不是因为年龄
而是思想，行为，谈吐

幼稚就恰恰相反
思想，行为，谈吐
都还没达到一个程度

我不是成熟
也不是幼稚
只能说两者之间的中间点

有许多人
把我归类为幼稚
这也是常事
也许他们只看到我稚气的一面吧。。。。

朋友

朋友的定义是什么？？？
朋友是你爱的人，
但毫无血液关系的。。

朋友？？
我们能称得上朋友吗？？？
或者
你有把我当朋友看吗？？？
没有吧。。。

如果有的话
那就不会每天找事情吵吧。。。

人家不跟你说话
你就说人家骄傲
但是
人家跟你说话
说没两三句
你就跟人家吵起来了
设问
哪里有人会跟你说话呢？？
答案是没有。。。

也许你那么做是因为需要人安慰与关心
但方法错了
很多人都同情你
但是
你却不知道

人家告诉你
你的缺点或者说话直接
你却接受不到
生气
搞得全世界得罪你一样

不过
我看开了
习惯就好
人不犯我
我不犯人。。。
吞声忍气。。。

心酸，期望

我都对今年的新生说
读中六是对的
但对我这些“勤劳”的学生来说
可不是件容易的事

终归不能说讨厌或者后悔
这毕竟是自己的决定
既然做了这么一个的决定
就应该努力
可悲的是
我没做到这一点

努力？？懒惰？？
努力--不是没有
只是不比别人努力。。。
懒惰--不是没有
只是比别人懒惰。。。

眼看考试越来越近
身边的朋友也改变了许多
从以前的多话精
变成好学和不耻下问

今天
老师分发考卷
一看
那长江几乎被我染红了一半
有人欢天喜地
有人垂头丧气

今天
老师说了一句话
“你们花一年半的时间就是为了拿一科，两科及格的吗！？”

老师说得对
这是无可否认得
从现在起
我应该花多些时间在课业上
不辜负老师对我的期望。。。

STARS

"Jaevis, look! The stars are so bright!" said Kay. I still remember her smiling face until now. I felt regret of losing her and i could never get an opportunity to say "i love you" in front of her.

Kay was cute and pretty girl. The first time i met her was at the beach. Every night, i would watch the stars at the beach. One night, i found there was a piece of news about stars. Then i immediately went to the beach. There were so many people at the beach. I quickly looked for a good place for of to watch the stars.

When i sat on my spot, i saw a girl. She was Kay. She had fallen among the crowd. I immediately went towards her.
"Are you okay?" i asked.
"I'm okay, thanks," she answered.

My face turned red when i was facing her. She smiled and left. Before i left, i found that she had dropped her earring no the beach. I quickly picked it up and tried to return it to her but i failed to find her.

On the way home, my mind was full of her smile. I kept the earring carefully although i knew that there was no chance for me to meet her again.

Every time i watched the stars at the beach, i would bring the earring but i still failed to meet her. Finally, i met her at the beach again. I quickly returned the earring to her.
"Thank you, what's your name?" she asked.
"Jaevis, how about you?" i asked.
"Kay," she answered.
After that time, Kay came to the beach and watched the stars every night. One night, she was crying at the beach. I went towards her and asked for the reason,"No matter what happen just tell me, i will help you," i said. She shared her worries and secrets with me and we watched the stars together. We discussed about the stars and horoscopes.
"Jaevis, look! The stars are so bright!" said Kay.
"Yes, the stars are so bright!" i said.
"Twinkle, twinkle little star, how i wonder what you are..." her melodious voice was so sweet.
After few weeks, i gradually fell in love with her. We had no secrets. One night, she did not come. I tried to contact her but failed. When i watched television the next morning, i found there was a piece of news which reported that one corpse was found go a drain. It was my friend who watched the stars with me, Kay. According to the news, the reason for her death was a car accident at night. I went to my room. My tears were falling down from my eyes, i couldn't believe that she had left.

 She had just left of behind. I missed her so much until whenever i saw the stars, it reminded me about her. Her smile, voice, face and everything of her as well as her small gestures. I still remember the first time we meet. It was a marvellous memorable time. Although she had left, i will never forget her because i love her and she will always be with of all the time in my mind.

末日之说

近年来
世界各地都发生
地震，海啸，火山爆发。。

有人说
电影《2012》里的情节
将会“兑现”。。

有人预言
说地球不会一夜间被摧毁
而是像白蚁蛀木
慢慢的
一个一个国家或地方
渐渐消失

也有人预言
今天就是末日
但到现在
我还在写部落格
应该是假的吧
幸好是预言。。。

那天
我和一位朋友讨论
这些末日之说
她说她至今还是单身
很多事情都还没尝试
不想末日到来
她说她姐叫她赶快找个男生
一夜情，结婚，生子
这样没尝试的东西也尝试了
也死的“瞑目”吧。。哈哈
我说
万一这末日之说都不发生呢？？
那你的人生就改写了。。

我们应该
随死挣扎？？
还是听天由命？？

这是个未知数。。。

IF

If i'm a cup of hot coffee
i'll give u warm when u r cold
sometime it will be bitter
sometime it will be sweet

If i'm a bird
i'll use my melodious voice sing to u
no matter u r happy or sad

If u r my beloved
i'll watch the stars at the beach every night with u
i'll share my worries, happiness, sadness and my secrets with u
If u cry
i'll let my shoulder to u
If u smile
i'll take photos and keep for memories

If any thing happen i'll tell u softly that
"no matter what happen i'll be by your side til my heart stop beating "
but
u had just left my behind
i still remember the first time we meet
it was a marvellous memorable past time
If there is a chance for me
i'll let u know the meaning of love
i'll prove that how much i love u
i'll hold your hand continue writing our story until end of the story...

眼泪，幻听，错觉

最近天色混暗
就像我的心情
眼泪不自主的从眼眶里
跑了出来

我自问
到底怎么了？？？？
心里很自然的就有这个疑问
但是
我自己却无法解答

最近
总觉得自己怪怪的
好像身体里
有着另一个自己

说话方式
也不同了
好像有点过分

幻听
错觉
都跟着我

快乐
远离我了

悲伤
向我招手了

我要学会
命令眼泪不许失控

老师 520

 一位敬爱的，尽责的一位人类灵魂工程师
她今天即将离开杏坛
她桃李满天下
30年了。。。整整30年了
孜孜不倦的服务了30年。。。
另人敬佩，爱戴。。。
她那慈祥的笑容。。可爱的笑声
在脑海里徘徊。。。

今天
在台上
为她带来一首已故歌星——邓丽君的怀念金曲
《我只在乎你》
看她陶醉在歌曲里
嘴里也随着音乐唱着
但台上却眼眶含泪

今天碰巧是5月20日
也是她的生日
同学们准备了蛋糕
唱生日歌
给予祝福
我却对她说
老师 520

她笑了